| Long time no update! |
[Mar. 28th, 2006|04:35 pm] |
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Hey there everyone, I haven't written in here for a looooong time.... I'm at work right now, pretty bored so i decided i should check out the old journal.
so me and Andrew have called it quits once and for all.... circumstances are not important...
I am working at Hairzone in the superstore now and at Casabella. 6 days a week i'm doin the hair. so if any of you want a haircut mosey on down to the superstore tuesday, thursday, friday, saturday or sunday and i'll be here. i'm only at casabella one day a week so yea.
so i never knew living by myself would be such an effort. i mean, i was in ottawa for a year but i always had my buddy kim helping me to cook.....now i have to learn to do it all by myself and it's quite the task let me tell you....considering i'm completely kitchen-retarded.
i have to go now but i'm gonna try to update more often now.
if anyone wants to gimme a call my # is 983-3529.
Later gators!!!!!!! |
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[Aug. 26th, 2005|02:07 am] |
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Hey everyone,
Just sitting here at Lazer's place, drank some 151.....had fun but i think it's time to goto bed now. I've sobered up and i just want to go home....something about drinking, sobering up and then just wanting to sleep in your own damn bed.
so i got fired from the job i had at Golden Scissors.... for no reason and rather harshly if you ask me.... i mean randomly getting yelled at for literally no reason and then getting fired...OVER THE PHONE! bullshit....oh well my boss was really mean and tried to get away with not even paying me everything he owed me but my step dad fixed that.
so yea, other than that i've just been hangin out with Andrew, my muffin :) yep almost 3 years now, i'm so happy. we live together up on Tupper st. near grandview mall. got a nice apartment in the house my stepdad stull owns so it's nice that i know the landlord.
it feels kinda weird that i'll never be going to school again, from now on i'll just be working....and by the way those of you who didn't know my birthday has just passed on Aug 23....i'm now 20..i guess i'm a grown up now, bah that makes me mad, i was happy just being a stupid teenager.... oh well
that's about it for now
later gators.
Carly |
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| 7 DAYS BIOTCH!!! |
[Jul. 6th, 2005|01:29 pm] |
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I'm so excited to see everyone again, only one more week and i'm back in the good old t-bay foreva...well most likely, but as long as i have my muffinpants it's all good.
soo i'll see you all in a week, and Crissi, fuckin pumped to see you!!!!!
Love to all
Carly |
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| 17 days!!!! |
[Jun. 26th, 2005|12:29 am] |
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Well helloooo everyone.
I'm pretty fucking bored right now, which is odd because lately i've been retardedly busy. Lazer came here for a week and that was fucking amazing, we had so much fun, i miss her already. and I've had exams, they started last monday, so far i've done scalp massage, tint retouch (colouring regrowth/roots), roller set, per wrap, combout, shampoo, blowdry, styling. that's a lot of exams alone, but there's still 2 more. I have my evem layered haircut on monday and my final written exam on tuesday which i'm absolutely terrified for...but if i study hard like i've been doing i should be fine. I've already done my final exams for makeup artistry a while ago so at least that's all done.
My grad was on thursday and that was a fucking blast! soo much fun with my girls. i'm going to miss all of them when i come home.....which by the way is in 2 weeks!!!!!!!!!! ohhh yea, on July 13th i will once again be living back in T-Bay. home is home, no matter how "blah" it is. besides i'd rather be where Andrew is than anywhere else. in just a few months it will be our 3 year anninversary...Oct 15th...i'm pretty pumped about that....but even sooner is my 20th b-day....holy mother it's coming up soon. August 23 i will no longer be in the teens. i'm scared.
but before all that stuff can happen i have to finish my exams and *shudder* pack up my apartment, which i don't want to do because it's a lot of boring work....unpacking is fun because you're in a new place, but packing it up is sooo annoying and stressful to make sure you didn't forget anything that may be in that corner over there or up in that shelf in the closet.....*sigh* but it must be done....i just wish my muffin was still here to help me.
however i must say that for the first time in my life i am proud of myself for moving here, going to school, getting wicked grades and coming out with a career. also being here alone for most of the time and still having an amazing boyfriend who stuck with me for a year even though we were apart. i'm so happy. so be ready for my return! i can't wait to see you all!!! Crissi, call me the second you get into town because we're goin out!
Later gators
Carly |
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[Apr. 27th, 2005|08:17 pm] |
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WORDS WOMEN USE
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FINE
This is the word women use to end an argument when they feel they are right and you need to shut up. Never use "fine" to describe how a woman looks - this will cause you to have one of those arguments.
FIVE MINUTES
This is half an hour. It is equivalent to the five minutes that your football game is going to last before you take out the trash, so it's an even trade.
NOTHING
This means "something," and you should be on your toes. "Nothing" is usually used to describe the feeling a woman has of wanting to turn you inside out, upside down, and backwards. "Nothing" usually signifies an argument that will last "Five Minutes" and end with "Fine"
GO AHEAD (With Raised Eyebrows! )
This is a dare. One that will result in a woman getting upset over "Nothing" and will end with the word "Fine"
GO AHEAD (Normal Eyebrows)
This means "I give up" or "do what you want because I don't care" You will get a "Raised Eyebrow Go Ahead" in just a few minutes, followed by "Nothing" and "Fine" and she will talk to you in about "Five Minutes" when she cools off.
LOUD SIGH
This is not actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A "Loud Sigh" means she thinks you are an idiot at that moment, and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you over "Nothing"
SOFT SIGH
Again, not a word, but a non-verbal statement. "Soft Sighs" mean that she is content. Your best bet is to not move or breathe, and she will stay content.
THAT'S OKAY
This is one of the most dangerous statements that a woman can make to a man. "That's Okay" means that she wants to think long and hard before paying you back for whatever it is that you have done. "That's Okay" is often used with the word "Fine" and in conjunction with a "Raised Eyebrow."
GO AHEAD!
At some point in the near future, you are going to be in some mighty big trouble.
PLEASE DO
This is not a statement, it is an offer. A woman is giving you the chance to come up with whatever excuse or reason you have for doing whatever it is that you have done. You have a fair chance with the truth, so be careful and you shouldn't get a "That's Okay"
THANKS
A woman is thanking you. Do not faint! Just say you're welcome.
THANKS A LOT
This is much different from "Thanks." A woman will say, "Thanks A Lot" when she is really ticked off at you. It signifies that you have offended her in some callous way, and will be followed by the "Loud Sigh." Be careful not to ask what is wrong after the "Loud Sigh," as she will only tell you "Nothing"
Send this to the men you know to warn them about future arguments they can avoid if they remember the terminology!
And send it to your women friends to give them a good laugh! |
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[Apr. 17th, 2005|12:10 pm] |
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Lasnight Andrew told me that our Kitty Frank was run over by a car and had died....my poor little baby, he wasn't even 2 yet. I'm gonna go home in July and be sad because i last saw him at Easter and i'll never see him again. R.I.P my little baby.
Carly |
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[Apr. 7th, 2005|09:57 pm] |
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Well it's getting to be close to the end of school...soon i'm be a certified prefessional makeup artist and I'll be starting my apprenticeship...In THUNDER BAY! that's right ladies and gentlemen, i'm moving home...i can't take living here away from my family and friends and especially Andrew. So in 3 months i'll be packing my things and leaving this money draining city and comin back to good old Thunder Bay... everyone comes back, always getting sucked back in....but I can't help but love it. See ya soon everyone!
Carly |
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[Mar. 18th, 2005|08:24 pm] |
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Your Irish Name Is... |
Zaira McCarthy
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[Jan. 30th, 2005|01:26 pm] |
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Morning smiles
like the face of a newborn child
innocent unknowing
Winter's end
promises of a long lost friend
speaks to me of comfort
but I fear
I have nothing to give
I have so much to lose
here in this lonely place
tangled up in our embrace
there's nothing I'd like
better than to fall
but I fear I have nothing to give
Wind in time
rapes the flower trembling on the vine
nothing yields to shelter it
from above
they say temptation will destroy our love
the never ending hunger
but I fear
I have nothing to give
I have so much to lose
here in this lonely place
tangled up in our embrace
there's nothing I'd like
better than to fall
but I fear
I have nothing to give
I have so much to lose
I have nothing to give
We have so much to lose... |
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[Jan. 16th, 2005|08:25 pm] |
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You Are 30 Years Old |
30
Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.
13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.
20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.
30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!
40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.
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[Jan. 13th, 2005|06:11 pm] |
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"Stupid"
Night lift up the shades
let in the brilliant light of morning
but steady there now
for I am weak and starving for mercy
sleep has left me alone
to carry the weight of unravelling where we went wrong
it's all I can do to hang on
to keep me from falling
into old familiar shoes
how stupid could I be
a simpleton could see
that you're no good for me
but you're the only one I see
love has made me a fool
it set me on fire and watched as I floundered
unable to speak
except to cry out and wait for your answer
but you come around in your time
speaking of fabulous places
create an oasis
dries up as soon as you're gone
you leave me here burning
in this desert without you
[Chorus]
everything changes
everything falls apart
can't stop to feel myself losing control
but deep in my senses I know |
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[Dec. 12th, 2004|12:22 pm] |
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 Your Sexual Flavor Is PineappleSweet, funky, and very persuasive. On the surface, you're the sweetheart everyone wants. And you're able to leverage that sweetness to get your way in bed. So yeah, you tend to lay back and get a lot of tongue baths. And you never have to lift your cute little finger in return. Secret talent: Tantric orgasms What's Your Sexual Flavor?More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva |
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[Dec. 12th, 2004|11:50 am] |
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Hello Everybody,
Well Andrew is gone home already for Christmas, I still have to wait until the 17th to go home unfortunetly, but I can't sacrifice any hours at school so it's alight i suppose. I just don't like being here alone, I have Hoolio but he sleeps most of the day, silly little farret head. I want to go home now though so I'm not so fucking bored. I onl get to be home for 2 weeks, then it's back here for school.
I Coloured my hair red at school, it looks hot lol, it's a pure copper colour that looks highlighted becuase of the blonde highlights i had underneath, and it's shorter, definitely going to keep it this way for a while. I'm getting really good at cutting and colouring and highlighting and such, it's realy fun, for the first time in my life i can say that i love going to school. It's cool getting clients too becuase they give you tips, I like getting tips.
Well I'm off to do some serious cleaning and shopping so I'll see everyone when I get home.
Later Gators
Carly |
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[Sep. 17th, 2004|05:18 pm] |
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Well Helloooooo everyone,
I haven't updated recently. I'm currently living in Ottawa, I have my own apartment and I hate it. You know, when you're so used to living with other people, having a place of your own isn't all it's cracked up to be. I mean sure, everything in here is mine, cool, but i'd rather have my muffin here, soon enough though, after thanksgiving he'll be here with me for ood hopefully so I have that to look forward to. School is going really good, just think that next June I will being my apprenticeship, take the exam and thn be a licensed hairstylist/makeup artist, yay! I love school, i have a 90 something average and i've been in school for a month, had a couple tests, hopefully i can keep it up, but I'm sure goin to try. When I come home for thanksgivin, if anyone needs a trim, or a blunt cut or long layers oh yea i can do it, or and styling, updo's or braiding...me! scalp treatment (aka head massage) oh yea, right here lol it's exciting to me. Oh yea and for all the people out there who told me i was wasting my time because i'll never make any money in this industry, right out of school i'm capable of landing a job that pays $1500 a week, that's right, so kiss my ass.
Another thing i'm looking forward to is my Hoolio Sanchaz finally coming here, nope not a person, he's my beloved farret. He was Tyson's but for my birthday, Andrew got him for me because I love him so much, so thank you to Tyson for giving up the cutest little monster in the world for me and thank you to my muffin who loves me enough to get me something so important to me.
Crystal I just want to make a note of saying that I miss you so so much and I want you to call me whenever you read this (613-321-6922) or whoever else would like to talk to me use the number.
Oh yea, i'll be in thunder bay from oct 7 - 11 and i'm 19 now YAY! but just gimme a call at my moms and i should be there.
I love you all and will update again. |
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[Jul. 28th, 2004|03:25 pm] |
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Hello everybody! So, I leave in abut 20 days, I will be moving to Ottawa for almost a year. I'm excited but I'm also terrified. I am going to be living alone but Mike, my brother will be living about 2 floors below me or something in the same apartment building so that's good. But how am I supposed to survive without my Andrew there? I'll only get to see him maybe once every one or 2 months, I'm so scared that he'll get tired of it and just forget about me. I'm going to miss him so much. I wish that he would just move with me, then I'd be happy. I'm not going to be happy until I move back here and buy a house with him, then everything will be ok, but that's not for another year so I guess I have a lot of waiting to do.
I'm going to be starting hair school on the 23rd, which just happens to be my 19th birthday, which also means that i'm not going to be here to goto the bar with everyone, but that's ok, i'd rather goto the bar when i come back to visit with Andrew and such, unless he's able to come visit me there. I hope that everything goes well and there won't be any problems with me going to school in ottawa and everything here stays good and nothing adds to the incredibly tourmenting stress i'm feeling about leaving my muffin here when i move. What the hell is wrong with me, why did i even think that i wanted to goto stupid ottawa in the first place? why couldn't I just stay here and goto school? no i had to be stupid and put stress on my relationship that is the only thing that really matters to me in the whole world. I"m an idiot, but i can't back out on it now, what's done is done and i just may have ruined everything that means something by moving away, but then again maybe not, maybe he loves me enough to wait....he'd better.
well that's enough bitching and wrrying for now.
Talk to you later gators.
Carly |
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[Apr. 10th, 2004|04:34 pm] |
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Steff seems to think that I should update more, so I am, I have nothing better to do really, besides sit...
So I feel like shit today, I drank a little too much lastnight and fell asleep at like 1 up at Tysons. Then I guess it was about 5 when i felt a big hurty kick and i felt myself fall on the floor....i was a little out of it but eventually realized than Andrew was asleep beside me and had booted me from the sleeping area...*shakes fist* so i smacked him in the head and went upstairs and slept on the couch because i had to be up in 4 hours for work. so then i went to work and i ended up being told to go home an hour early because i felt sick and they were scared i may throw up on someone. so now i'm just sick and miserable and tired. and this old gross cheesecake that has been sitting here since yesterday isn't making my tummy any better...eeeeww!
well later gators. |
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